Communication Doors (Yeh, worship!)
Communication Door 1
Christians communicate to God in different ways . As for me, worshiping is one of the way i communicate with him. And it is a time when i can hear God speaks, a time when i can totally embrace in his Love . Before each service, i always filled with a mindful of thoughts and doubts that no-one can answer me, not even myself. But amazingly, after each service, i felt a release of my emotions . Though the doubts may not be cleared at that moment, it is like part of my burden is carried away.
Communication Door 2
It is a year where i need to get up my feet to learn. Learn what ??? Learn how to be more pro-active, more sociable... Have been hearing 'naggings' from my friends lately, saying that they are always the one who called me and seldom the other way round. And everytime to spare myself from all the naggings, i promised them that i will do the calling the next time and as usual,it never happens. well frds,...........okay okay..i promise !!! ( keep my fingers crossed).
Just my thought- Communication succeed best when it requires the least effort. Agree???
p/s : will be posting my belated CNY post soon.
Exploring Dempsey
From what i can recalled (as usual, i was almost half asleep) ,Dempsey cluster is well-hidden in the outskirt of town area.
A pretty nice ambience, much of a caucasians hang-out area. We settled down at The Hacienda-an open concept drinking bar.
Not a very good catching-up place i can say so . Music was quite unbearable at first but we manage to get a seat elsewhere. A quick get-away for the night . Not very accessible unless you have own transport.
To note,the road is totally pitch dark. Friends, do check out that place.....
My rating: 7/10
Spare me.
i am tired..too tired to handle any disputes that come by.
Too tired to explain what kind of person i am.
Disappointed too because even my closest friend dont understand me.
CASE CLOSED
Love is in the air.
Yes !!!! This big big big day is drawing near.
1)For lovely dovy couples, it is indeed a day of celebration. Well, it is also a day which you declare to the whole world that you are 'taken' .
2) For those who have just been attached and pass the 14Feb mark for the first time, congrats!!!
3) For admirers ( i am referring to YOU secretly admiring someone) , it is a day of serious confession and survey has proved that the successful rate is almost 100%. So stop waiting, action now!!!
4) Sorry, for single and dateless ones , it is a day you wish you could appear to be invisible in the midst of the crowd . 'Busy' has become the quote of the day ,whether or not you are acting or trying very hard to be . You know what i meant.
5) A day for florist and romantic restaurants bosses to earn quick bunks. Anyway, its only once a year. Couples flooded romantic spots and every gals are seen with bonquet of red roses and (preferably) heart-shaped gifts in their hands. Who cares whether this gift is of an insignificant size, they just want them to be seen.
6) I presume some guys may have the intention to inititiate a break-up with their gfs on that day. Drop the idea for goodness sake. Nothing would be worse than to realise the true colours of someone you loved . We gals dont need a bad memory to remind us of that day.
Valentine 's day is not competely about kisses, flowers, gifts, guys with gals, romantic candle-light dinners, it is also a day you can give recognition to your friends, families and even collgs. A stalk of flower will definately make their day. Remember to put on a sincere smile, give them a big hug and acknowledge your friends by telling that you really appreciate their friendship. And as for now, i would like to make the greatest confession to my loved ones & friends out there- I LOVE YOU ALL, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
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God's Word of the Day.
You need to pay attention to every word and phrase that comes out of your mouth because each word will affect your future. Your future (good or bad ) is in you, right now. It's in your mouth and it's determined by the words you speak. Man was created in the likeness of God and given the right to choose his own words, speak them, and thereby declare his eternal destiny. Even God's mighty Word or the words of a prophet can have little or no effect over our lives until we put His Word in our mouths and speak them in faith.
You must watch your mouth.
If you think about it, believing God and His Word is not nearly as hard as disciplining our tongues to speak in line with the Word. We must guard the words we speak. The Bible tells us in Col. 4:6: "Let your speech be always with grace, seasoned with salt, that you may know how you ought to answer every man."
Ecclesiastes 5:2 to "let our words be few." Proverbs 13:3 says: "He that keeps his mouth keeps his life: but he that opens wide his lips shall have destruction."
Endnote: To those who have been offended or hurt by my words before, i am sorry ...
Some understanding,pls.
The temptation to stay busy and have fun is strong in order to cover my unconscious, which is pushing to the surface. It's bad, unhealthy. And i know it.
These reflect a time to be more honest with myself, facing truely my in-depth feelings & emotions. The amount to process is almost too much for me to handle, and it has fall out of my capacity to cope.
i pray, i cried. i blame myself for not able to understand the true me , i constantly pray for the people around me to understand , be it an acquitance, a friend, a family member and even someone who dont know me well but show that they do care. I appreciate, i really do.
i put on a brave and a happy front , however much of what is not handled can show itself on my face. Deep within me, i teared . i reproached myself for prayers which are not answered.
i have friends who shared their happiness with me. Some of whom may be non-believers. Of course, as a believer, i believe and i really do feel happy for them because God has blessed them in their life, but on the other hand, i am falling into a sense of self-worthlessness. i felt useless and unhappy with alot of issues in my life. I started to question myself 'why i cant see God working in me '. I believe , i trust and serve faithfully but many times, things seem to work the opposite. All these illusions of self-attack has become part of my life. i guess i have to learn my lessons in a hard way.
i am glad that i have friends who constantly remind me of God's love . Someone quoted-' God do not give you what you want but rather what you need. Yes, i need a re-birth and of course, a pleasant future.
