BE LIFE CONFIDENT.

Pixs using Ericson mobile phone.

After umpteen constant reminders, i finally got my pixs from inicious.hurray!!! (credits to her sis's mobile phone,thanks so much.)

posted by eve_ng80 @ 3:55 PM

posted by eve_ng80 @ 3:45 PM

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY, buddy.

This the longest birthday msg that i ever sms for anyone. Happy Birthday, buddy!!!!! though i know you may not get to see my blog .

[Its funny about us, we can go the longest time without any contact,
but then when we get in touch,its like no time has passed at all.
With us, friends is a matter of quality rather the quantity.
We dont chat abt the weather and bills.
We talk abt the big things , goals, dreams and ideas.
And since its your special day, i wanted you to know that im glad you are part of my life.
Happy,happy birthday, my dear !!!!]


-copyright by evelyn ng 2006-

posted by eve_ng80 @ 9:04 AM

Handphone on strike!!!

My hp is not working properly. Oh shucks, duno what is happening meh. No ringing tone, and it has been like this since yday. Switch on and off but still cannot work leh.


And the worst thing is - Nokia brand,ok ? thot it's suppose to be good and durable.





And the worst thing is - i jus bought it a year ago.





And the worst thing is- i am still within the 2 years contract.





And the worst thing is- my spare hp is those ancient one.





And the worst thing is- I am TOTALLY BROKE this month !!!



Going down to Nokia service center later. .....

posted by eve_ng80 @ 12:30 PM

被放飞机 on a Monday's night.

It was planned in advance and i was quite confident that both of us will be able to make it.

Damm f**** idiot. Just when i was about to step out of the house, he called and cancelled the appointment. What's the point of telling me you will made it up for me. I hope my disappointment isn't that obivous to him. During the phone conversation, i kept telling him its alright, but i was feeling real fuming mad at him. How can he do this to me again? And it is not the first time (intentionally) . When can he fufilled his promise ?

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Smsed K at 11.30pm.

Me: Care to come out for a drink now?
K: Me at orchard with a good friend.Wana join me?
Me: No lah, dont want to be a light blub.
K: Its a guy........what light blub.
Me: Its ok, too lazy to go down. I will be alright, dont worry abt me.

5mins later, I rece'ved a call from an unknown number. Guess wat, K got his friend to call me. The first thing i asked him is ' He gave you my number,i dont think its right'. This good friend of his, speaking in a Slang accent, i guess shld be an 'Ang moh'.

Friends who know about what had happened to me and rick previously should know that i am VERY anti- ang moh now. The moment i heard his arrogant accent... i told him to pass the phone to K. i admit i was pretty hostile to his friend at that moment. i dont understand why K has to get his friend to call me. Why cant he call himself?

K didnt asked me what had happened. But from the smses, he can see that i am rather in a moody mood. Anyway, he said its too late for me to come out to meet them. i agreed too. By the time i ended the conversation with him, it is already mid-nite.

Think it would be much sensible for me to turn in early .

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Glad that the PSI is getting slightly lower each day, hoping i am able to resume my jogging session this weekend again. Havent been working out for the past weeks.

I tell myself tomorrow definately would be a brighter day. Yeh Yeh.

posted by eve_ng80 @ 9:53 AM

My Lunar birthday.

i was told by my mom that yesterday was my so-called Lunar Birthday. Somehow she always remember the date.

Guess my parents are too 'westernised'- Instead of egg noodles, they bought me cakes.

The following pixs will tell it all...

posted by eve_ng80 @ 10:42 AM

pix 2

posted by eve_ng80 @ 10:36 AM

cakes..cakes

posted by eve_ng80 @ 10:35 AM

Realisation

i have to admit i have lost. I am such a failure. All my 1 month of' hard work' has gone down to drain. Damm it !!!!

posted by eve_ng80 @ 9:05 AM

To go or not to go?

called inicious last night....just needed someone to bitch and hear my complaints.

Just as that when we were deciding to go MOS anot, we recalled the day we went clubbing together. And because something happened to us, we cursed and sweared that we will not step in to MW again. hahaha..or rather they wish they will not see us again in their pub. Anyway such a embarassing moment to mention it here.

Seem like most of the pubs that i went has closed down. The ones i frequent during my poly days- The Page, Chinablack(used to be called Venom) SOS, ridleys,mdm wong,and many more i dont even recalled their names now and the most current one is newsroom bar( i think have closed down too). Bad omen xia...i realised those i patronised before never survive in the long run.

Those are the days.
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On another note, my mom keep pestering me...(hovering should be a better word) to get hitch and married. Its not easy ,ok? Becoz of the many failed relationship i had, make me lose hope on what is once called eternal love. Fate can be cruel at times. It can bring both strangers from both ends on earth together and it can also determine that they cant be together.

I had my plans lay out in my mind since i was young.

By 21 years old - to get my driving license ( done!!!! )
By 24years old- to get my degree ( done!!! but it was 1 year later)
By 25years old- to get married . (pending ....kiv)
- change a new job ( kiv)
By 26years old- to be a mom.
By 30 years old- 2nd child and to own a car.

work ,work, work till hmmm...50yrs old...(too young for retirement i guess).

So unrealistic... everything seem expectedly not according to plan..By the time i reached 26 yrs old, my plans has changed to per follows.

By 33yrs old - to own a car.
By the time i am not married by 35 yrs old- i will rent a place and move out.

See!!!! Plans can changed so drastically.

posted by eve_ng80 @ 10:02 AM

bad mood+unlucky day= Bad Day.

Phew...from the moment i stepped out of the house, i know for sure it will be an unlucky day.
First, i forgot to bring my handphone. Then i tell myself, ok fine, i can tell my sis to bring it to my office, if worse come to worse, i believe i can survive w/o my hp for a day.

Next, i realised that my ez-link card is faulty. I asked the station controller staff-' What's wrong with my card?' He just told me they cant change my card to a new one. So ridiculous, how could it be? He then tell me to check with sales ticket booth which is opposite the other end. For goodness sake, it is pitch dark and obviously closed. Looking back at him with the most sucky face i have, hoping that he can give me a much more 'workable' solution, he replied that i can buy a 1 way ticket. In my mind i was thinking,of course i know that.



I managed to report to work today, though slightly late by 10mins. Called my dad up to come and fetch me from train station. Went back to take my hp and borrow the ez-link card from him too. Hope today will end just right, no more hiccups.

posted by eve_ng80 @ 9:08 AM

Self-help books

Started to pick up the interest in reading self-help books which i relate to 'if everything fail to help,maybe by reading will '. Borrowed a book from the library@ Orchard recently just after my gym session.

The title caught my attention. It is called 'Happiness is FREE and its easier than you think' . Not very interesting though but i managed to complete it after 3 days.

There is a paragraph which i wanted to pen it down in my blog before i returned the book to where its belong.

' Letting go of desire is to allow yourself to let go of wanting to change what is and allow yourself to accept it as it is as best as you can, You can even ask yourself the question:' Can i let go of wanting to change this and allow it to be as it is?' The more you accept things as they are, the more you will discover the freedom that is always here and always available to you just waiting for you to acknowledge it.'

posted by eve_ng80 @ 4:21 PM

Thanks All...:)

A special thank you to all my pretty and handsome guys and gals who called/ smsed me yesterday.

1) Audrey (who own me a testimonial ya)
2) Steffen
3) Inicious
4) My dear sisters
5) Amanda
6) Eileen Lee (buffet treat from her)
7) Eileen Loo
8) Charlotte (a surprise bd gift from her)
9) Valenica
10) Christina Leng ( my dear cousin)
11) Zone Koh

I have a Hello kitty plate from my mom . heheh
p/s: Thanks for the bd gifts.


Edited on Oct 18- Thanks the following for the supperrrrrrr late wishes. :)

Irene, Ee Jay , Jessie, Patrick & Kelvin.

posted by eve_ng80 @ 11:16 AM

Happy Birthday to Me!!!!

Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me.
Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me!!!

My 26th birthday tomorrow. Older by another year, am i growing in wisdom in similar manner too? i doubt so.

May all my wishes come true....

posted by eve_ng80 @ 9:22 AM