Affected.
It 10pm on a sunday night...i know i have not been bloggin for a long time.
hey guys, i am fine but just that i am very very very busy.
Moving on to a new phrase of my life, it means taking a big step of faith to move to a new challenge . Full of uncertainities even till today and i refrain myself from thinking ahead. But i preparing my heart to take up this challenge cos i know God will be with me.
Received a sms while i am having dinner with the girls last night.
Val's dad has passed away yday. I went to the wake few hours back with a heavy heart .
She recounted what happened for the past few months, in and out of the hospital countless times. It pains me to see her cried. She was my poly frd cum ex-collg. And i have never seen her cry in front of me before. In fact, my impression of her is always a bubbly and strong girl . It is the first time i see her break down . I so useless, instead of consoling her , my tears started to fight a battle against my eyes. My only regret is that is that i am not able to be with her during the toughest time and did not have a chance to pray for her dad. I really hope tat she can get over the depression soon........ i can't understand what she may have gone through but i believe it is definately a emotional war seeing your loved ones suffering and yet your hands are tied...
'Eve, dont wait till the day you lose the people you loved, then you started to cherish what you have lost .' This is a word by her that planted so deeply in my heart till now.
Friends, learn to treasure your family & loved ones. And it is never too late.....
Val-though you may not see my blog and do not know who God is, i will continue to pray for you. Rest assured that He will see you through in every circumstances.
Tomorrow will be another day ....
Labels: My thoughts
posted by eve_ng80 @ 9:52 PM
