6pm
No-one around .I am alone in office again. Supposed to knock off at 6pm but i still struck in office at this time. Air-con is switch off. I wanted to go ladies and i cant leave .
Can you imagine, i am super-hungry now and i need 1.5hours before i can have my dinner.
I can only blog while waiting.
Recalled a funny incident on sunday while serving nursery.
This is the conversation btw Eileen & Jane and me.
Me to Eileen : Heard that you bring in a guy for cell. Its a breakthrough. Well done.
Eileen: Wow...news spread fast. How U know?
Jane overheard our conversation.
Jane: hmmm... who's the guy?
Eileen: *smile & wink*
Jane: Let's me rephrase: "So that's guy is your dot dot dot"
All of us burst out laughing. Well...u will know what i mean.
5 Ways God uses problems
5 Ways God Uses Problems
The problems you face will either defeat you or develop you - depending on how you respond to them. Unfortunately, most people fail to see how God wants to use problems for good in their lives. They react foolishly and resent their problems rather than pausing to consider what benefit they might bring.
Here are five ways God wants to use the problems in your life:
1. God uses problems to DIRECT you.
Sometimes God must light a fire under you to get you moving. Problems often point us in a new direction and motivate us to change. Is God trying to get your attention? "Sometimes it takes a painful situation to make us change our ways." Proverbs 20:30
2. God uses problems to INSPECT you.
People are like tea bags...if you want to know what's inside them, just drop them into hot ever water! Has God tested your faith with a problem What do problems reveal about you? "When you have many kinds of troubles, you should be full of joy, because you know that these troubles test your faith, and this will give you patience." James 1:2-3
3. God uses problems to CORRECT you.
Some lessons we learn only through pain and failure. It's likely that as a child your parents told you not to touch a hot stove. But you probably learned by being burned. Sometimes we only learn the value of something...health, money, a relationship... by losing it. "It was the best thing that could have happened to me, for it taught me to pay attention to your laws." Psalm 119:71-72
4. God uses problems to PROTECT you.
A problem can be a blessing in disguise if it prevents you from being harmed by something more serious. Last year a friend was fired for refusing to do something unethical that his boss had asked him to do. His unemployment was a problem - but it saved him from being convicted and sent to prison a year later when management's actions were eventually discovered. "You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good... Genesis 50:20
5. God uses problems to PERFECT you.
Problems, when responded to correctly, are character builders. God is far more interested in your character than your comfort. Your relationship to God and your character are the only two things you're going to take with you into eternity. "We can rejoice when we run into problems... they help us learn to be patient. And patience develops strength of character in us and helps us trust God more each time we use it until finally our hope and faith are strong and steady." Romans 5:3-4
Here's the point:
God is at work in your life - even when you do not recognize it or understand it. But it's much easier and profitable when you cooperate with Him.
"Success can be measured not only in achievements, but in lessons learned, lives touched and moments shared along the way."
- Author Unknown
Unlucky Day
Idiot!!!! I have accidentally re-send the email this morning. Not intentionally. Anyway , dont think they care how many times i send the same email. WHo bother!
So tired today. Was contemplating whether to take leave anot. No motivation to come to work everyday.
Have been nagged by my student's grandmom again. She said that i am too obedient . She accused me of doing ananta's school hw which i didnt. I am just providing assistance and checking her work. What to do...i can only smile and let her continue her nagging.
I think it is time for me to learn about self-control. Self control to stop doing things that are not worthwhile. Time to let go memories that hurt. Time to allow wound to heal. Time for everything to take place accordingly as God planned.
Sometimes, you just wish that time will stop at the happiest moments you might be at.
But for most of the times, time seem to be on hold during the depressing period.
Well.... believe it anot. time is definately the best remedy to heal. It is....
i done a numberology test today- http://www.life-answers.com/scripts/special_report_cb.aspx?hop=mcclain#Form
The influence of your Day of Birth;
You were born on the 5th of the month, which makes your birth number 5.What an exciting life you lead! You're the type of woman who starts out for the library or grocery store first thing in the morning, and ends up on a desert island because you passed a travel agency and decided that you just had to visit Taihiti!That's you all the way! You're always going somewhere, doing something or being with someone who is out of the ordinary.
Your Destiny number;
Responsible, dependable, loving, practical and traditional . .. these traits, my friend, are you all over!You're really a rather remarkable woman to be around. You have "the call" to nurture and support others, you believe in an "honest day's work for an honest day's pay" and you're simply a friendly, naturally nice gal.The reason for all these traits-and no doubt the reason why you're ATTRACTED to the more conservative side of life -- is that you're under the influence of a 6 Destiny. Most people with this Destiny have a remarkable ability to heal the physical and emotional hurts of others. They also believe in the high ideals of truth, beauty, justice and harmony.What a terrific way to go through life!In order to fulfill your destiny, it's important to accept that there are certain things you must be, do, and accomplish in your life. *very true*
Your Life Path's influence;
Do you get the feeling you're here in this life for a REASON? Do you constantly believe that you're on a grand mission to try to "right other peoples' wrongs"?Well, there's a reason for these strong fellow feelings within you, my friend. You travel on the 33 Lifepath, a path that constantly leads you into situations that bring out the kind and gentle side in you!Women who walk this Lifepath are typically encouraged to use their caring, nurturing side in order to help prevent others from suffering, but in a more objective manner, in the role of arbitrator.
Your Intuitive Plane;
While life leaves other people standing by wondering what they missed, you find yourself in a starring role. Whether it's taking an active part in a political cause that's near and dear to you, or cheering for a favorite sports team, you live every moment to the hilt. Your convictions are so intense that some people may regard you as a bit of a fanatic.You are extremely sensitive to what's going on around you.In fact, you get so wrapped up in emotions experienced by others that you cry easily over people's tragedies. Since you take everything to heart so naturally, you can't help wondering why other people are not as INVOLVED with life as you are.Potentially, you would make an excellent, emphatic counselor. First of all, though, you are going to have to learn to distance yourself from this overwhelming desire to solve other people's problems. *very accurate*
Your Personality number - how others see you;
My friend, when other people define "honesty" and "loyalty," you ALWAYS come to mind! You give the impression of being a woman who's absolutely dedicated, 100% loyal to friends, family and career and, above all has a great deal of integrity.The reason for the trustworthy impression you make is that you're under the influence of a 4 Outer Personality. Women with this particular personality are down-to-earth, patriotic and can be counted on in a pinch.When I say "patriotic," I mean that you truly LOVE this country. I've known several people with the 4 Outer Personality who became involved with government-either as campaign volunteers or government workers or the military. You also take the RIGHT TO VOTE very seriously and encourage others to exercise that precious constitutional right.You give the appearance of LOVING routine.
Your Soul Urge influence - what truly makes you happy;
What a fascinating individual you are!You combine the characteristics of modesty, graciousness and good taste with the desire to learn from inspiring teachers and illuminating lecturers. Although you enjoy being behind the scenes, from time to time your light shines forth, and then people are really wowed!The reason for your compelling character traits and inner drive lies in the fact that you're under the influence of an 11 Soul Urge. People with this Soul Urge tend to be visionaries who have the ability to see far beyond what would normally be their own limited viewpoints.
When you upgrade to the complete Numerology Reading you will receive the full text of the following numerological aspects. (For a more detailed description of these aspects just click on them)
Day of Birth – an excellent thumbnail sketch of you.
Destiny – what you must become
Life Path - literally your guardian for the rest of your life.
The Four Planes of Expresion - what makes you tick on a day to day basis.
Outer Personality – how others see you and describe you.
Soul Urge – What lies within your heart. It describes what truly makes you happy.
Wordless
i am just disappointed. Who can i trust now?
Its a struggle, though the answer has spoken so clearly in my mind.And this time , i think i should follow my mind more than my heart tells me (definately).
well...I don't know wat to say.
